I feel so home sick right now… but im actually at the house where I always lived in actually 2 houses my moms house and my dads house…

I don’t call those two houses home because It doesn’t feel like a home its not a family problem I don’t have a problem with my family its just

all there is a streets and very annoying cars one forest im not aloud to go to there’s a pond I love feeding birds I live in like a city beside a centrum full of malls that’s my dads house

my moms house is… I had 6 friends used me for my trampoline even 3 of them trespasses my property! while I was on a computer! there’s not much forest and I have to go to a new school which there’s a forest there my friend from there says we go there only on wednesdays im sort of nervous about the new school

my sister is like always having fun and always have lots friends and goes out in concerts, makes music, etc

my brother is a movie directer (youtube stuff) and he has lots of friends. he plays a lot of games

they always have something to do I don’t know them much but they always have something to do

me all I do is jump on a trampoline, go on a computer, play games because there’s nothing to do, karate, and missing and wishing to get out of this stupid place I hate it here! dads and moms house is not my home but my brother and sister call it home because there happy

but then when we went to nova scotia (dads) I hear the sea shores seen so many jelly fish in the beach I almost kicked one and killed one when I tried to get it back in the water felt bad doing that

and found lots of sand dollars. kept climbing on boulders to explore where I want to go with my spyglass while on that part I kept finding crab parts from seagulls yuck

when I played my eagle bone (native american Soprano) they say seals come when I played it while were kayaking even when I was playing while on the boulders. it is cool we saw eagles but man they can fly

anyway and I hold a real starfish felt weird with its sucking cups and hold a crab

theres so many more amazing things happen there I miss it I loved the nature I was really hoping to see whales but everyone is to lazy to see them

I miss it so much I feel home sick I want to go back beside the sea I wanted to see the whales!
I wish I don’t have to spend the rest of my childhood in this stupid streets and city’s!

how am I going to feel better when I miss the real home when we cant afford to move?

sorry i typed so long im just really upset
by the way those 5 days felt really great because theres no technology involved I kept running like crazy around the beach I would love to be a kid in the time where theres no such thing is a computer, games yet